[---~*My Perfect Love*~---]

Friday, July 30, 2004

{*hihi babie*}

this week pass so fast. it is feels like yesterdae was mondae. i borrowed this book from school library. i read until like half of the book. suddenly i find out that the book is like having ten pages gone so i return the book todae after knowing it. it shows that the school library is pretty lousy though. the book i borrowed it's pretty touching as it is abt this couple knowing each other in the carnival(the guy call noah and the gal call allie). they onli spend like a summer together. they were separated by the gal's parents as he is poor. they were like separated away for 14 yrs. during this period of time, noahcould not forget abt allie and he took every single word that she sae in that summer. he bought a house and decorated as wat allie wish for. when she returned, she saw the house look actually like the one that she hope for. she was engaged when she went to look for noah . after such a long period of time, allie also could not forget abt the guy. she was engaged to the lawyer who she admired. when she spend a few daes with him in New Bern, she feels that her love for noah was coming back especially when she saw her painting that she gave him 14 yrs ago hanging on the wall of the living room. the book tells mi that this love seems like so unbreakable even they are separated for 14 yrs.

seriously i dun believe in being together for several lifetimes as when a person is reborn, they won't even remember the promises that they made in their past lives. for mi, i onli hope that i am able to spend a lifetime with him that's all. a lifetime in a simple way. i dun mind being with him and helping him out in a farm. tell you guys the truth, i realie want to have a simple life when i retired. i will have a house which its surroundings are quiet and there is a lake near the house. having a few horses and dogs. i just want to see the su set and rise each dae. i dun noe why as i realie like the peacful scenes of nature. my children will vist mi with my grandchildren once a week. that's the way i want to live.

i used to let ppl plan everything for mi and i just do wat they sae. Now, i realie want to make my own decision as i dun want ppl to tell mi that you can not do this or that. it is like they controlling my life. i am born for myself to make my own life decisions and i shall take responsible on the things i do or sae. i realie dun want a person to tell mi whether the person is good or bad before i even know that person.

ever since i was a kid, my life is like all abt the crazy stuffs i do. i remember the times that i spend with my friends toking abt guys who we think are so hot. as the yrs passed by, the things we tok starts to become "not abt guys anymore". he tok lost of crap but i pretty enjoy toking crap as that's the way of life. the life that is all abt adventures and tons of things that i to prove ppl that they are wrong abt mi. i realie want to show them that this is michelle. the gal who is able to make herself proud. my love life is like such a long time to some ppl as it just outlast their relationship. they always think that we are the perfect couple. a couple who dun quarrel. seriously, we do quarrel sometimes over small things. we apologised when we noe that we did something wrong to the other person. we are perfect to you guys but for both of us, we are perfect for each other. i love my life and those ppl who have came into my life.

*Kissed My Love* @ | 8:21 PM