Once again, my long awaiting friday is here. Always so energetic on monday while so tired on friday. That's the usual me i guess. However, i think it is kinda of things will happen when you really least expected. He still have around 2 months to hang out with me before his commando basic military training. Will i miss his calls even though it will make me lethargic? I believe i will not miss him at all as he is unable to book out until 2 weeks later. Anyway, happy for him that he get into commando which means slightly better pay compared to artillery or infantry. HaHa. Can buy presents for your cute siblings. Thankfully, the enlistment date is after my korea trip. Therefore, i have like 1-2 weeks time to plan something for him before he *departs*. hehehe. Anyway, i still have around 3 months time before entering uni. Wow uni. The acceptance letter still able to bring a smile on my face even now. i think i must be crazy thinking of getting into uni. I heard a lot of things that uni is so different compared to poly. NO more memorising work. From now on, i have to understand the modules (have to tok to them everyday) . I need a haircut badly as my mom tot i did not comb my hair even though i did. Untidy Untidy. May be i consider cutting my hair either later or tml. still got 6 more hrs before work end. yay. feel like dozing off now. These 3 movies are those that will keep me awake throughout the movie even though i am tired. hehe.
Movies that i want to watch:
Hi to all whoever read my blog. I finally start to update my blog after quite some time. I shall update you guys about the things that happened in my life lately. I just received a letter from NTU which stated that i am posted to BIE (bioengineering) which is my 4th choice. Shocking that EEE and Material Engineering do not have a place for me. May be i did not do well enough to enter into these course. Sad to say that my NTU business interview did not do well. Before the admission interviews, i did not really like interviews. It had always been a fear to me since my first interivew in Haagen Daz. Anyway, may be it is a blessing in disguise i suppose?? Still waiting for NUS and SMU's reply. Most of my friends receive the NUS reply but why my letter is not here regardless of acceptance or rejection.
SMU interview was the most enjoyable as i was in the most relaxed state as I did have a chat with a Hwa Chong JC student. She is being offered by Oxford to do geography. Smart girl i must say. We chatted about what we took in poly or jc. The way she speak and her tone gave me the impression that she is a girl who is full with confidence. Admire such a girl. The interviewers are a guy in his mid-forties and a lady with a sweet smile. The questions being asked were like the occupation of my family and my CCAs. Just let everything be decided by god. If i am destined to do bioengineer, i just take that course with no regrets.
Sometime, you will fail no matter how much effort and time you have put in whatever you do or want to get. That's what NUS interviewer told me. May be there is a reason why you fail yet you dun know about it.
After opening the letter from NTU, i am so happy that i am able to study into an university. Studying in an University is also been a dream as most of my aunts tend to look down on me after being compared to my older cousins. I just dun see a point in comparing children regard to study and admission to top schools. I just sympathize the children as they studying so hard just to let their parents to notice their existence and be proud of. I am so grateful that my parents aren't like that. They are always happy that i can make it from pri sch to university.
I still remember this pri sch teacher of mine, Mrs Tan. She was the one who really look down of me to the max. The things that she told my mom about my future almost made her cried at that moment. Mrs tan told her that my score for english is so bad that i can't even make it to secondary school. The best part is that i had 50 to 60 for english at that time. May be my english result is not up to top pri sch standard i suppose. Anyway, that's the past. I am so happy of what i have achieved so far in life. My parents are so proud of me even my brother. This is his first time of really agreed that i have tried my best to get a place in uni. During pri to sec sch, he was think that i did put in a lot of effort in the examinations such as PSLE and O'level. He would end up scolding me. But this time around, he gave me a so called prize and let me have my own way of studying without much interference.
it is 6.26pm now. yay. End work for the day. going to start packing up my bag to have dinner with him. i shall blog next time ya.
Feeling that i should let go of everything. My mind telling me to let go and move on with my life while my heart telling me not to. I believe that my life is always worries and more worries. I know my life is far better than other people's but haiz
Sometimes i think things may backfire when you are trying too hard to get something that you really wants. i believe that i starts to lose hope in having interview. Totally nervous for nus. However, i really losing faith all over again. Going to have an escape to korea for relaxing myself and forget the sad things such as uni application results. Finally 6.30pm. going to chinatown to meet the gers for discussion of the trip.
Went to School late today as i rushed to take a passport size photo. The picture looks disgusting though. Done with the last minute research paper. I love the bracelet that you give. I love it a lot. 
{*She Loves*}
Chicken Pasta from New York New York
Dim Sum (Ha Kua and Fu Pi Juan)
Sun tan with friends
my darling
my friends
Travelling around the world
{*She Hates*}
people who backstab me
people who blame me for nothing
People who thinks that they are always right
{*Sweeties*}
gwen;
wen xu;
keshia;
sing yen;
sing wei;
shawn ang;
jiaxin;
wei ye;
siao ying;
Jee Cheng;
Adelynn;
Kong Chian;
kai ying;
liang wei;
Shi Qi;
fabian;
Irene;
lay yuen;
yu yin;
Pei Ying;
Salleh;
Marie;
kaiting;
Benedict;
kristie;
desmond;
yi hui;
alex;
Brenda;
Janice;
Joanne;
Kim Guan aka Guan Guan;
Sharon;
Loh hu;
Si Yin