todae is a stress dae for me. had pp practical test and maths test. the practical test is alrite. however, the maths test is realie very difficult as i dun noe how to do most of the questions in the paper. hope tha i can pass ba. haha. aiming to pass. then for the rest of tests and tutorials, i have to get like full marks. haiz. trying my best to get 100 %. haha. missing him again. always like try to have a glance of him. haha. dun noe why. tmr, the gers are coming to my house to make IS stuffs. haha. hoping that the things will turn out great. haha. tmr will be a quick dae for me as i helping them in their IS stuffs and have food sampling for the wedding dinner at hilton hotel. haha. yummy yummy. haha. can't wait for the next dae to come. tmr is my friends' 18 birthdae. haha. they are valerie chong and edric. haha. wish them happy birthdae like in less than an hour. haha. thinking of tmr, i will be like missing someone again. it is like i always miss that person the most on wednesdaes. the things that he said to me is like always in my mind no matter. miss him ar!!!!! miss him each passing dae. haha. no matter how busy or stressful i am, thinking of him makes me happy for a moment. haha. thinking of the times that we tok and he smiles. haha. thinking of it now. i happy liao la. haha.
going to make my blog short and sweet for todae as i have to study for my aem test 1. it is like wah as there is no formula sheet for the test. die la. over relying on the formula sheet. haiz. then the programming practical test is like not confirm to have it tmr as MR LIM CHOR PEE sae that there are some technical problems in the server. dun noe him la. saw him todae. i feel shy. haha. =P. my heart skips a beat again. hmmm. hmmm. going to concentrate on my studies now. haha.
yesterdae we had the bbq but we did not eat much due to the bbq started late. it started like realie late lor. the whole thing suppose to start at 6 pm but the starting of fire takes like 2 hrs. i noe i should not complain much as i did not contribute in the fanning of the fire or anything. they have a bbq without fire starters?? hmmm. it is like quite dis-organised. after having bee hoon and curry potato, we went to ps to watch movie actually. at the time we reached there, the movie sold out completely. haiz. may be we are able to watch another time ba. sms him a lot last nite. i was very happy. haha. one sms from him is like able to make my dae happy. haha. i realie like to sms him. haha. now, i find him sweet haha. hmmmm.
tmr, i will be having bbq haha. the fop and i got 80/100 for the MI quiz. that wj la the highest again got 90/100. congrats to him. haha. i think everyone has tried their best for the MI quiz. i am unable to go to the vietnam trip. haiz. going to stay in singapore. may be i will go and find part time job though. haha. going to earn money to buy gifts and stuffs for myself and friends. haha. i saw him todae. i am very happy to see him. even though see him from afar, i am happy liao. i miss the times that i tok to him in class and suan each other. haha. even though i miss those moments, i will like him more each dae. every each single passing dae, i will hope that he be alright and thinking of him. he is like always on my mind no matter wat. whenever i see him, my heart seems to race each minute. hmmm. may be i start to love him without me knowing it?? i think it is too early for me to tell that this is love but i believe in myself and him. i always believe in us that one dae a miracle may happen to my life. may be there will be someone else out there may deserve me more but i choose to like him. this is a choice that i have made. the moment seems to freeze when i walk pass him. haha. i realie hope that i can make him happy each dae like bring him suprises if he let me to do so haha. i can't wait to see him tmr though.
just woke up from bed. haha. finally i am wide awake. haha. going to study for MI later ba. haha. i hope that i can understand the chapter 2 stuffs as it is the most important topic of the whole module. going to die la. i have to kiss the 5% good bye lor. going to dig out the DCCA and IBME lecture notes to understand the amplifiers. i am like totally forget abt the superposition and the amplifier theory. haha. die la. i am like so stress now. haha. dream of him in the nap too. haha. i will not go back to the past. i never will as i am sick of it. haha. i will welcome my future with you no matter how rough it will be. i just think i have already fallen too deep. hmmmm. i am happy to see him though. haha.
went to school for like an hour todae as raj who my leader for the IS module asked us to go to the library to discuss abt the project of setting up a car company. it was like he is so quiet and he do not laugh at lame jokes. hmmm. so serious guy. haha. suppose to study MI todae but going to sleep for a while then study it ba. missing someone quite badly as he is like always on my mind. dun noe why. hmmmm. dreamt of him last nite. haha. quite a sweet dream by the way. i think i am going to pierce my ear on fridae before going to school for lunch with the gers. haha. it is like a very long time since i last pierced my ears. it was like 10 yrs ago. haha. i think i will pierce my left. haha. onli one la. dun want to pierce so many at 1 go. haha. quite ex lor. i am able to see him tmr. haha. so happy. can't wait todae to pass quickly. haha. i want to see him even i have to secretly look at him. haha. i think not until that extent ba. haha. tmr will be a very long dae. then fridae is the bbq dae for the fop/foc helpers. going to gain weight liao. haha. i want to ice skate even though i am not good in it as it is like quite fun. haha. we are like going in circles. haha. will feel dizzy after a while. haha. i want to go to wild wild wet as i have never go there before. going to ask who is free to go wild wild wet. haha. it is like common tests coming and all i think it abt having fun die la. the study break haiz. can not see him for a week haiz. thinking of it is like the more i long to see him. haha.
i am glad todae as i found out that the maths test is on the first weeks stuffs. haha. thankfully i understand the first two weeks' of maths. todae is like a very long dae. quite tired as i have spent like almost half a dae in school. haha. i am so glad to see you todae. i dun noe why. hmmmm. you make me feel pretty sometimes. haha. todae is my darling bihan's birthdae. haha. i hope that she likes my msg in the her birthdae card. haha. suddenly, i feel that my hair is quite long. hmmmmm thinking of having very short hair. may be not ba. have to wake up early tmr as got meeting for the IS haha. onli abt 45 mins. i hope that it lasts that long. haha. tired of waking up so early for school though. i will miss someone tmr as i will not be seeing the person for a dae. hmmm hope the person will be doing fine and have a great dae. thanx for todae as you have made my dae happy even though the thing you do is quite alrite.
got a new bag and wearing a new shirt. i like the shirt that i am wearing though. tmr got pp2 quiz, thurs got MI quiz and next mondae got aem quiz going to be stress. two more weeks, got common tests. die la. i like you the way you are. the more i look at you, the more i like abt you. no matter where you are, i will be there for you.you are the guy who i ever like so deeply. you are the guy who is able to make my heart skips a beat sometimes. you are the one who i hope to see everydae. every single second with you, i feel that you make my life a better place to live in. when you get sad, i will feel sad too. i may appear shy to you but deep in my heart i am so happy that i am standing next to you. i will never give you up as i rather give up the whole world instead of you. i realie believe that we are meant for each other. i hope that i can give you the security that you hope for and be the ger that you wish for. i am willing to try my best to fulfil your wishes and making them come true no matter wat if you willing to let me do so. i hope that i can brighten up your every single dae of your life. haha
stay at home for the whole entire day. sometimes, i like to stay at home. my grandma will say "ger ah, you got no friends ar!!". she is wrong lor. dun go out does not means that i have no friends. i have tons of friends. haha. going to spend money next week as i may go out with tracy for shopping spree. haha. i am not a ger who cares a bit abt how much a guy has in the wallet for me to like him. i dun understand how guys who thinks that all gers are after their money. sometimes, i think guys have to understand or even noe the gers before making any sterotype judgement. as i believe that gers are all different. they have different strengths and flaws. i am the type of ger who is like if you want me to wait for you, i will just let me know abt it. according to all of my friends, it is extremely difficult for two ppl to like each other at the same time. haha. i dun noe why. i just love to see sunset. it makes me feel that the world is so beautiful and it is the most romantic scenery to me. watch it with someone who you love is like so romantic la. whenever i am at the beach, i will just pick up seashells after tanning as i think seashells are so beautiful. i wanted to learn scuba-diving but my family objects it as they are afraid of something will happen to me while i scuba. whenever i am sad, i will walk along the beach if i am there with my friends or sit near the sea. haha. yesterdae, my bro sae something that i find it so funny. my bro ask me that why i am so dark now and wat i have done for the dae. i was like "huh??" i told him that i was like that one and i stay at in class for the whole dae. i want to be tanned. haha. i dun noe why. i like the tanned look. hmmmm. if i am fair, i think i will look quite terrible as my dark circles are very obvious lately. i think i will stop dying my hair for a very long time as my hair is like very dry. hmmmm. going to have make up on my face again in nov. haha. my bro's wedding so i have to apply them on my face. that's wat my bro sae. i am able to keep lessons on the wedding day. how can i keep thinking of skipping lessons. haha. have to start studying liao. i think i go and study now ba. haha. aiming to go NTU. haha. doing the same thing as joanne. our ideal course in the NTU which is bioengineering. haha.
just reached home. haha. tired and stressed. having slight headache lately due to late nites. it is kinda of stress in poly now as work loads are like getting more and more each dae. i think i better start revising my work as i am like have no clue wat the lecturers are teaching now. it is time for me to start doing my hw. haha. i have slack for like a month. it is time to be serious la. i think it is time for me to have early nites soon. haha. i should start to have more beauty sleep. haha. going to watch initial D with my poly friends as they like to watch jay zhou or edison chen. haha. their eye candies. haha. the movie is like starting soon. can't wait for it. i think i better save money to watch that movie. haha. still got charlie and the chocolate factory. omg so many movies. i think i should just skip my lunch to save money to watch the movies. haha. just kidding. hmmm, later i think i will study for a while. haha. i have to be the old michelle who is hardworking to obtain wat she wants to achieve. haha. aiming to go uni. haha. work hard....
todae is the longest dae of the week. having slight headache now. haiz. quite tiring. tmr is like fridae. haha. should i donate my blood to those who need them the most?? still considering. if you believe in me and yourself, pls give me your hand. i am sure that i will give you a life that you deserve the most. anyway, i believe in my heart the most . haha. i noe who i like and i noe who i need now after a few months of consideration. i think i have no regrets with my decisions.
todae, i enjoy my dae a lot. haha. went to get a belt. went home quite late. haha. anyway, i am going to wait for something to happen. finally, my pants is not going to drop off. haha. i hope the belt realie works for it. watched batman begins todae. it is a great movie. it is like a 2 hrs movie. haha. going to watch a new movie which is a lot like love no matter wat. haha. even though aston kutcher is a bad actor, the trailer of the movie looks sweet and romantic. haha. initial D the movie is going to be shown in theatres in 23 june. haha. going to watch that with my friends too. i think i am going to be poor soon as i am like keep watching movie. haha. i become the secretary assistant for french club, all thanx to susu la. she sabotaged me. hmmmmm. i sitting there does not means i want to be in the committee. haha. just joking.
just reached home after school. went to french club todae for the french movie which is love me if you dare. it is a nice movie. kinda of like a chic flick but i like it. haha. become an assistant for secretary in french club. stupid susu. haha. sabo me lor. waiting for something to come no matter how bad or good it is. i am like kinda of sad lately. may be i think too much? i dun noe. i am like longing for that person rite now. i dun noe why also. liking someone is like the happy feeling for me. haha. once i start to like someone, i will totally like that person from head to toe and his personality. haha.
fourth week of the whole semester!!!! it is like a month has passed like this. a lot of things have happened in my life in such a short period of time. i still do not know what is taught for this semester. going to struggle all my way thru this semester. what i should do in my life?? there are a lot of things yet to be done in my life. lately, i seems to be emotional lately. i dun noe why. the person who i do not like at all keep telling me a lot of sweet stuffs that will never touched my heart. you can say i have a heart of stone. it is just that i do not have the feelings for him. no matter how i reject him, he still likes me. he waited for me like for 3 yrs. wat can i do?? you guys dun expect me to be with him just becos of him waiting for me for such a long period of time. waiting for an answer that i will not give him for 3 yrs. love is like something that you can not have a control of. if you have feelings for that person, it means that you will realie like that ger. i have learnt something from a relationship is love can not be forced. Once it is time to let go, you have to let go no matter wat. once you let it go, there is no turning back of time. what has done in the past is done, you only have control in your future. patient is a virtue becos many beautiful things come slowly in life. if you realie like that person, you have to tell him/her that you realie like her/him before any regret has come into your life. no matter how perfect you want your life to do, you will still feel regret when you look back to your life. from wat my friends told me, with those regrets, you will be able to find your ultimate happiness in the end and appreciate each moment of it. when you are chasing a dream, you have to believe that you are able to achieve as no one wants to chase an empty dream which is a lie. don't give any empty promises to anyone as you will not know when you will hurt someone after you gave them your words. for me, i want guys like me for my personality. i just dislike guys sae that they like me as they think i am a good ger and will be a good gf. these type of things are like so unpredictable in life. you will not noe unless you have dated that person. so far, i am having fun in school with my friends. haha. if i like someone, i will give him 100 % of me and my feelings as i want him to see the real me no matter wat. love is a fragile thing sometimes as you will be deeply in love at first and dislike the person when the feelings are gone.
todae i have a make over. everyone sae i am pretty. haha. happy to know that i am pretty. haha. after the make over, everyone was like looking at me. the look of envious is on everyone's face. haha. i remember that there are a bunch of sec school ppl. they were like behind me. when they look my side view. they ran to the front to see the front view of me. they were like the ger with that make up is pretty. the make up was well done man. i was so overjoyed to hear that. it has been a long time since i last hear ppl saying that i am pretty.
me and lala
the children and me
me taking it when i was too bored in the hospital
KC, a special school name almost after you. haha.
todae is the first leo club activity which is helping the special kids with the eye screening. haha. the first hour is like passed very slowly. as when the kids coming, the whole area is like filled with happiness and joy. most of the children enjoyed doing the eye screening. haha. i took quite a few pics with the children. haha. they love to take pics just like me. haha. after i took this pic with this kid, he confessed his love for me. haha. he was like i love you. then i was like stunned but it was nice of him to say that. after the screening, they are able to get a free specs or sunglasses. they all are so cute. i realie enjoy my whole dae with them and my friends especially with my les, lala. haha. i will upload the pics tmr ba. haha. i think i will want to continue doing this for the rest of my life. i start to enjoy the true meaning of volunteering work.
i just cut my hair todae with lala. she accompany me. muahaha. play pool with my poly friends. haha. i almost beat wei ming in pool haha. but the black ball dun want to let me hit it. haiz. things in life is realie realie unpredictable. some ppl can get over certain things while others can't. life is like this.
{*She Loves*}
Chicken Pasta from New York New York
Dim Sum (Ha Kua and Fu Pi Juan)
Sun tan with friends
my darling
my friends
Travelling around the world
{*She Hates*}
people who backstab me
people who blame me for nothing
People who thinks that they are always right
{*Sweeties*}
gwen;
wen xu;
keshia;
sing yen;
sing wei;
shawn ang;
jiaxin;
wei ye;
siao ying;
Jee Cheng;
Adelynn;
Kong Chian;
kai ying;
liang wei;
Shi Qi;
fabian;
Irene;
lay yuen;
yu yin;
Pei Ying;
Salleh;
Marie;
kaiting;
Benedict;
kristie;
desmond;
yi hui;
alex;
Brenda;
Janice;
Joanne;
Kim Guan aka Guan Guan;
Sharon;
Loh hu;
Si Yin