todae is a pretty short dae as onli have waa lessons. had amazing race to the library. i find that it is pretty lame in a way.i have missed a lot of ppl who have once made a huge impact in my life and tell mi how to be the right person. i missed them so much that i could just cry when i saw them in front of me. i will just seriously break down. not becos i am sad or not. it is just that i am so glad for wat they have done to make my life so wonderful. i think i am going back for teacher's dae. i think i will start crying when i see my teachers as i pretty much grateful for the knowledge they have given mi. i realie miss every single one of my classmates of 4a'03. i can't believe that i got 87/100 for my dcca test and my grade consider low in my course. i am like so shocked. it is like competing with ppl from JCs. so stressful man. everyone is not onli aiming to pass. they are aiming to get 100. oh my gosh. to mi, it feels like yesterdae was my 12 birthdae. it seems like day passes by like minutes and years pass by like hours. my stupid fishball lecturer dun allow us to postponed the lecture even though the whole 1 hr is checking papers. i have a feel that a lot of ppl has failed for the test. die die. may be tmr is my doom dae for del.haha. they are not teaching us for a week is it. as the lecturers seem to enjoy checking papers with us.
CoUnTdOwN tO eNdiNg Of TeStS: 4 days more
CoUnTdOwN tO eXaMiNaTiOnS: 1 months 3 weeks and 1 day
i had my second test paper which is mathematics todae. made a lot of mistakes. all of them are careless one. haiz. envious of shi liang and kong chian as they had their last paper todae. so good can enjoy holidae already. i still got 3 more tests. haiz. i bought an eyeliner todae. trying to apply it but sadly it was not successful. haha. i saw this pair of oakley sunglasses which is quite nice i think. but it costs a bomb. i think i have to save until christmas then buy it to pamper myself. hehe. i feel like going overseas......... after my examinations, i want to go to the beach to suntan, cycling and rollerblading. hehe.i hope that i can get good results for my tests as i want to be a scholar not.hehe. going to buy lots of clothes and bottoms as i am lacking of both of them. hehe.
yesterdae was farid's last dae of work in HV starbucks. i was his partner at the same shift. i miss him calling my name as the way he called is so funny. hehe. he is like a big brother to mi in starbucks. he is the onli one who treat mi very well such as he dun laugh at mi when i make mistakes. he told mi something that i will remember forever. he told mi " try to do your best with the slightest mistakes in order of not letting ppl spot your mistakes and use it against you". after hearing it, i feel like crying. yesterdae was like mi holding back my tears. lots of bad things have happened to mi for this week. i feel lonely as i always facing the four cold walls when i reached home. there is no ppl at home except mi. i feel so sad as i am always alone at home. i feel that my dad do not realie care much whether i will worried for him. todae he is not at home since the moment i wake up and he still not at home yet. he did not even call home to see whether i am alright or i have eaten or not. i realie like i am being abandoned. the feeling is not realie good. i think that most of the ppl can not be honest as they always have to tell a white lie or just lie to hide something away from the ppl around them.
yesterdae was farid's last dae of work in HV starbucks. i was his partner at the same shift. i miss him calling my name as the way he called is so funny. hehe. he is like a big brother to mi in starbucks. he is the onli one who treat mi very well such as he dun laugh at mi when i make mistakes. he told mi something that i will remember forever. he told mi " try to do your best with the slightest mistakes in order of not letting ppl spot your mistakes and use it against you". after hearing it, i feel like crying. yesterdae was like mi holding back my tears. lots of bad things have happened to mi for this week. i feel lonely as i always facing the four cold walls when i reached home. there is no ppl at home except mi. i feel so sad as i am always alone at home. i feel that my dad do not realie care much whether i will worried for him. todae he is not at home since the moment i wake up and he still not at home yet. he did not even call home to see whether i am alright or i have eaten or not. i realie like i am being abandoned. the feeling is not realie good. i think that most of the ppl can not be honest as they always have to tell a white lie or just lie to hide something away from the ppl around them.
yesterdae was farid's last dae of work in HV starbucks. i was his partner at the same shift. i miss him calling my name as the way he called is so funny. hehe. he is like a big brother to mi in starbucks. he is the onli one who treat mi very well such as he dun laugh at mi when i make mistakes. he told mi something that i will remember forever. he told mi " try to do your best with the slightest mistakes in order of not letting ppl spot your mistakes and use it against you". after hearing it, i feel like crying. yesterdae was like mi holding back my tears. lots of bad things have happened to mi for this week. i feel lonely as i always facing the four cold walls when i reached home. there is no ppl at home except mi. i feel so sad as i am always alone at home. i feel that my dad do not realie care much whether i will worried for him. todae he is not at home since the moment i wake up and he still not at home yet. he did not even call home to see whether i am alright or i have eaten or not. i realie like i am being abandoned. the feeling is not realie good. i think that most of the ppl can not be honest as they always have to tell a white lie or just lie to hide something away from the ppl around them.
todae is the second last dae of the week. doing web tutorials and the web tutorial that i hate to do is biophysics as it is very tricky and difficult. haiz. not able to see my darling for abt three months as he has to study for his promos. so when he is not around, i think i should study very hard too in order to get a scholarship to go overseas to study. so far everything seems alrite for mi. have to wake up early tmr as i still have lessons until 5 pm. so tired. then i have to work at 10 am on sat. then abt to enjoy myself on sundae and mondae. then have to work on tuesdae. hehe. my life is all abt making a living. my philosophy of life is to able to love. hehe. to mi, love is the most important stuff. no matter to love or to be loved , it is important to mi. having a new atm card and the colour of it is bbbbbbbbbllllllllllluuuuuuuuuuuuueeeeeeeeeeee. i think i need to spend time more with gwen as it has been a long time since i last went out with her which is like last week . anyway , i think she is not free as she has a lot of projects to do so gwen, let's go out during the semester break. hehe. going to slp soon as it is like a very long dae even though todae is like onli 6 hrs in school. i feel gulity as i seems like i dun have time for my friends. i think i should spend one of the weekends with my friends.
todae is my gwennie baby's birthdae so let's sing her a birthdae song.
happy birthdae to you
happy birthdae to you
happy birthdae to my bestie
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
hehe. so anyone who noes her sms her to sae happy birthdae to her. i pretty enjoy having 1H2 ppl as my classmates especially eddy. the guy who always act like a lady. SWEEEEET. hehe. having test for two daes already. todae's practical test on circuit is like so difficult and i am like so nervous while doing it. my hand realie was shaking when i am abt to insert the components on the breadboard. i hope i pass though as i dun want to retake it. hehe. tmr still got programming test. it seems like pretty easy but the memorising work is like a lot. haiz. i am happy as i onli going to school from 10am to 12 pm on this coming fridae. it actually end like 3 pm but my friends are like bargaining with the teachers but the funny thing is that my teachers eventually sae yes. after my school ended todae, i went to the toilet with my friends. when i was abt to get out from the toilet, i saw my classmate, kim, standing outside the toilet like a stone. at first, i thought i went to the wrong toilet so i am like looking at the sign on the door. he suddenly realised that he went to the wrong toilet. he's face turn red an d it is so funny as we look at each other for a while without saying anything. i think he was very embarrassed abt it. seriously, i dun noe wat cca to join as i dun noe whether i want to join wakeboarding or voilin club. i am like joining for fun lar. one thing is that i am like doing volunteering work as my cca as i want to make those less fortunate's lives happier. that's all. going to get my nice blue atm card soon. hehe. i like it a lot as it is bbbbbbbbbbllllllllllllluuuuuuuuueeeeeeeee. hehe. tmr can slp 1 more hr as my teacher sae that he has something on in the morning so we dun have to go for his lecture tmr so happy. need to revise my work though as i got common tests at three weeks time. so fast. haiz haiz. i think i am like going to revise it from tmr onwards in order to catch up with the class. yabatte hehe.
{*She Loves*}
Chicken Pasta from New York New York
Dim Sum (Ha Kua and Fu Pi Juan)
Sun tan with friends
my darling
my friends
Travelling around the world
{*She Hates*}
people who backstab me
people who blame me for nothing
People who thinks that they are always right
{*Sweeties*}
gwen;
wen xu;
keshia;
sing yen;
sing wei;
shawn ang;
jiaxin;
wei ye;
siao ying;
Jee Cheng;
Adelynn;
Kong Chian;
kai ying;
liang wei;
Shi Qi;
fabian;
Irene;
lay yuen;
yu yin;
Pei Ying;
Salleh;
Marie;
kaiting;
Benedict;
kristie;
desmond;
yi hui;
alex;
Brenda;
Janice;
Joanne;
Kim Guan aka Guan Guan;
Sharon;
Loh hu;
Si Yin