went out with lala last nite. we tok quite a bit while having dinner at mos burger. she told me to believe in fate a lot as some things in life greatly depends on the fate. those things are not within our control. the onli things that are within our control are our studies and the way how we want to treat ppl. i tend to think a lot nowadays. thinking abt life. my bro taught me something in life is that sometimes a person have to self centre as he/she can't be possible to please everyone and make them happy instead he/her ownself. a person have to take in the comments that ppl give you and see whether you should improve on your personality or the way you treat things or ppl in life.
todae is my third dae as a year 2. how's year 2 for me so far???? i just realised that everything that i learnt in the year 1 somehow related with the modules i am learning. the most interesting module for me, it has to be cell molecular biology. i dun noe why but i noe that i am so into biology out of a sudden. do you noe that salted fish is able to give you nasopharyngeal cancer? it is a true fact so stop eating it in order to be healthy. haha. the sad thing of being a year 2 is that i have to carry laptop for like 3 daes and it is like one of the heaviest laptops. i shouldn't have bought it but it has a very good LCD. ooops. haha. i also dun noe why some times my friends will call me michael.... even though both have the same meaning according to the book of baby names. haha. i just found out one thing.... some of the guys in my class are having almost the same hairstyle. haha. it is like so weird. haha. however, all of them look good. haha. my course is like going to have a few couples soon. haha. my lessons are like quite slack tmr as onli need to go to school for two hours. haha. some ppl are envious. haha.tmr is the last dae for the pri, sec and jc ppl haha. pity those who are year 2 in jc this year as their holidae is like study break. anyway, wish them good luck for the block tests for now. after it, they will be having prelims and A level. hehe. study hard and play hard....
just came back from the freshmen orientation. it is a two daes and a nite camp and progamme. the first dae, wat can i say abt it????? my friends and i were able to see lots of innocent faces. haha. it is very obvious to tell that they are the year 1 or younger except for some. my first batch of students had 8 or more BME students. so far most of them are average looking. they can not be compared to us la. haha. just kidding. we played mystery number and memory game. we played snatch (like snatching the ballon to get points). the penalty for this batch is a lot cleaner than the next batch as they will not think of doing push ups on top of a person.
our little
during the camp, freshies were introduced to the leaders. thankfully , i have some gers in my grp or else i will be so awkwrd. there are lots of fun games to play such as the pouring of powder on that person. when it is bi han and my turn, we poured powder on the web masters who are shin han and nanda. even though i am unable to run faster than them, i feel that i am able to let a few parts of the shirts having the powder. then we did little cheers and so forth. gash's shoes are so smelly that she is scaring the poor gash as if. haha.
i believe that my life is within my hands which means that i am able to control my life in a way at first. i thought that i try so hard in order to get my goal and i will succeed in it. after so many incidents, i believe that almost everything in life has already fixed by god. this such thing is called pre-destiny. i have learnt something from my brother and it is that no matter how bad my life is, i have to be strong as everything in my life will help me to be strong. the onli thing that i am proud of in my life is my studies and i have to try very hard to get into NTU no matter wat as i believe that local uni is cheaper and better than some foreign uni. i am so determined to get into NTU la as i dun want my parents to worry and miss me and i want to take care of them. when i am in uni, my parents will be in their sixties so they are quite old. i realie can not believe that i have so little time with them. i realie regretted of being such a rebellious kid when i was young so i choose to start being a filial daughter now instead of keep feeling regretted abt certain things in my life.
todae is mother's dae. haha. so i hope every mother on earth a big happy mother's dae. staying at home instead of celebrating mother's dae as my mom is out with her friends to somewhere called neptune. i have no idea wat place it is . did i realie lose some weight? haha as my bro and mom sae i lost some weight comparing how i look now and then. haha. did i realie lost some weight????? have to buy a weighing machine to know the thruth. haha. if i still weigh the same, means i have grown taller. haha. if realie i grow taller, i am extremely happy as i have been 1.62m for like 6 yrs already. haha. i am short. haha. hoping that i am able to grow taller. haha. envious those who got perfect figure and height. haiz as i am like onli able to grow horizontally. haha. i am not sure whether there is such word. haha. hmmmmm. my languages are not very strong. haha. i am onli strong in sciences and maths. haha. may be i have the making of being a scientist. haha. may be i can invent a type of medicine that is able to help those HIV positive patients. haha. if i am able to, i think i will save lots of lives that are struggling with the virus now. haha. i have decided wat i want to do liao. i want to become a researcher. means i have to study for like additional of 7 yrs. haha. when i start working, i will be in my thirties.haha. old hag already. haha.
i got this from my friend, argo. i find it pretty true and helpful in some ways as it tells you wat love really is???? how you noe whether it is real love or not.
First person is you, Second person is the one youlove most, Third person is the one who love youmost, And the fourth is the one you spend the restof your life with.In life, firstly you will meet with the one you lovemost, and learn how love feels. Because you knowhow love feels, so you can find the person wholoves you most. When you have experienced thefeeling of loving others and being loved, you willthen know what it is you need most. Then you willfind the person who is most suitable for you, to beable to spend the rest of your life with.Sadly, in real life, these three people are usuallynot the same person.The one you love most doesn't love you. The one,who love you most, is never the one you love most.And the one you spend your life with, is never theone you love most or the one who love you most.He is just the person who happens to be at theright place at the right time.Which person are you in other people's life?No person will purposely have a change of heart.At the point in time when he loves you, he reallyloves you. But when he doesn't love you anymore,he really doesn't love you anymore. When he lovesyou, he can't pretend that he doesn't. Same goes,when he loves you no more, there's no way he canpretend he loves you.When a person doesn't love you and wants toleave you. You must ask yourself if you still lovehim, If you also don't love him anymore, do notkeep him just to save your pride. If you still lovehim, you should wish him happiness, and hopethat he will be with the one he loves most, not stophim from it. If you stop him from finding truehappiness with the one he loves, it shows youalready don't love him, And if you don't love him,what rights do you have to blame him for a changeof heart?Love is not possessive, If you like the moon, youcan't just take it down and put it in your basin, Butthe moonlight still shines upon you. In other words,when you love a person, you can use anothermethod of possessing the person. Let him becomea permanent memory in you life. If you really love aperson, you must love him for what he is. Love himfor his good points, and the bad, You can't wish forhim to become like what you like him to be justbecause you love him. If he can't change tobecome what you like him to be, you don't lovehim anymore.When you really love a person, you cannot find areason why you love him, You only know that nomatter when and where, good mood or bad mood,you will wish to have this person be with you. Reallove is when two people can go through thetoughest problems without asking for promises orlisting criterias. In a relationship, you have toput ineffort and give in at times, not always be on thereceiving end. Being away from each other is atype of test, If the relationship isn't strong, thenyou can only admit defeat. Real love will neverbecome hate.When two people are in love, They love to askeach other to swear, to make promises. Why dothey ask each other to swear and promise?Because they don't trust each other, they don'ttrust their lover. These swear and promises areuseless; Till the sky falls, till the ocean dry, mylove for you will never change! We all know that thesky will never fall; the ocean will never dry, Even ifit does happen, are we still alive by then?Be careful when making promises; don't makepromises that you cannot keep. Swear by thingsthat can never happen, because it can neverhappen, so no harm just saying it casually.Remember, swearing by things that can neverhappen are the most touching!! In a relationship,what you say is one thing, but what you do isanother; The one saying, doesn't believe; the onelistening, also doesn't believe.
todae, it is very fun dae for me as i got to hang out with my bestie, gwen. we went to buy facial masks to pamper ourselves for a day and she help me to paint my nails. ty gwen for doing so much for me. i love this ger as she is always there and help me through my every darkest moments in life. had dinner at her place. the dinner was great. it has been a very long time since i ate home cooked food. hehe. two more daes to the FOP meeting. haha. can't wait for the camp to come as i love camps. haha. i dun noe why people tend to do things and regret later. is this the way of life? may be it is becos no one is perfect and people who are trying to be perfect also unable to prevent themselves to feel regret sometimes. people say i am strong as i am able to face the reality faster than they do. however, i am a kind of person who always act on a strong front as i dun want anyone who i loved to worry about me. to me, there are three things that are the most important to me............. they are my family, friends and studies. after all those, i dun care abt the rest as i noe that my family care a lot for me no matter wat i did in the past. i just realised that i have done a lot of bad things to make my parents and brother angry. i was kinda of a problem kid when i was young. those things that i had done to them at that time are those things that i regretted the most as i onli took their love and care for granted. now, i noe that they are the ones who will stand by me till the end. i also noe that some of my friends will do that too. hehe. my bestie, gwen will do that too. haha. i think i am going to go may be university of melbourne to study bio engineering after a few years of working experiences and after my education, i will return back to singapore and settle down. haha. i am still so young and i am thinking all of this stuffs. silly mi. hehe. going to concentrate on my studies liao as a lot of my seniors telling me that second year is the toughest year in poly. going to work hard and do well.
Your #1 Match: INFJ
The Protector
You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience.You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them.
You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.Your #2 Match: ISFJ
The Nurturer
You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways.In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.
You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.Your #3 Match: ENFJ
The Giver
You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed.Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections.Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down.You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine.
You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist.Your #4 Match: ESFJ
The Caregiver
You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first.A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change.You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project.You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people.
You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher.Your #5 Match: INFP
The Idealist
You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.Your Love Style is Pragma 
You believe love is logical - or at least it should be
You've thought a lot about what you want from someone
And to say you have a checklist would be an understatement
You may even have a plan for how you will fall in love
All you've got to do is meet the perfect person!Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover 
What Is Your Seduction Style?You Are a Peacemaker Soul 
While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental.You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take.On the flip side, you've got a graet sense of humor and wit.You're always dimplomatic and able to give good advice.
Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?
i'm back from the chalet with my poly friends. i'm only able to stay for one night with them as i have the stupid IS module enrollment tmr at 12 pm -1.30pm. haiz. thinking i am going to choose entrepreneurship as it sounds fun. haha. i am a bit tired as i slept at 4 am last nite. haiz. i had to wake up early as they were watching soccer highlights on channel 5 and . i was like oh my god as the song, "mr lonely" by akon is always played in the radio so the words of the song are like in my head now. i am happy that there is a camp for the freshmen orientation as i love camps ( may be i love to disturb the freshies) opps. haha. my timetable for the next semester is like almost everyday is 9 am to 5 pm. it really sux in a way as i am like going to work instead of schoolling. haiz. finally, i have a bed in my room. haha. i am able to sleep on my comfortable bed. haha. i think i may be downloading the pics that i took in the chalet on here when the time comes. haha as i am waiting my friends to send me the pictures. haha.
finally i am moving back to holland village after 2 months and 1 week. yes. unpacking realie is tiring as now i just realised that i have lots of clothes and rubbish to place in my wardrobe. haiz. going to chalet tmr haha which is on the 3 may. going to have lots of fun as i am having fun with my friends after studying so hard for my exams but i still get quite alrite grades. need to buy a few stuffs to decorate my room. thinking of buying angel displayed items. i like angels. i hope i have a guardian angel beside mi for my entire life and i think my grandma is my guardian angel even though she is not around anymore. still miss her a lot though. next week got the FOP meeting. thinking wat programmes are lined up for the freshmens. i hate going for orientation but i like planning one or being a leader. it is so weird.haha. going to zoo soon. haha. and hang out with my bestie gwen. haha. lots of things lining up for mi. when school reopens, i onli one word " stress". i am going to be determined to study so hard in order to get into an uni to a course that i want. that is my greatest goal i have. thinking of being a science teacher. haha or a doc that kills ppl. haha. kidding.
{*She Loves*}
Chicken Pasta from New York New York
Dim Sum (Ha Kua and Fu Pi Juan)
Sun tan with friends
my darling
my friends
Travelling around the world
{*She Hates*}
people who backstab me
people who blame me for nothing
People who thinks that they are always right
{*Sweeties*}
gwen;
wen xu;
keshia;
sing yen;
sing wei;
shawn ang;
jiaxin;
wei ye;
siao ying;
Jee Cheng;
Adelynn;
Kong Chian;
kai ying;
liang wei;
Shi Qi;
fabian;
Irene;
lay yuen;
yu yin;
Pei Ying;
Salleh;
Marie;
kaiting;
Benedict;
kristie;
desmond;
yi hui;
alex;
Brenda;
Janice;
Joanne;
Kim Guan aka Guan Guan;
Sharon;
Loh hu;
Si Yin