Liking him seems impossible for me as i slowly felt that he is having another ger in his mind. i realy don't know what is he tHinking. When he told me that he likes me, should i believe what he says? i felt so lonely. i really do. at times, i will cried because of the emptiness and loneliness in me is killing me. Simply say that no one really truly understand me. i want something that is so precious to me that money can't buy. i am seeking for those that means so much to Me in life. Those are such as kinship and love. I know i keep complaining abt this. But i dun noe why my tears seems so cold. so cold that i can hardly breathe.
I witnessed a war between a supervisor with leadership quality who takes the compliments and push the blames to the technicians and technicians who work their butts off in their job. It is true and yet seem quite scary. Is it a truth that no one willing to share? why do supervisor have to scold them in front of the vendor to show off their power? i really do not see the point of pushing the blame and let others be your scapegoat. Some things that i am not willing to disclosed in my weekly report as i afraid that i may get my colleagues into problem. Anyway, things will get better i hope. I am a ger who hope that my smiles will work wonder to them.
Anyway, i went out with stella, hj and my secret friend to watch superman returns at west mall. Only stella and i know who the secret friend of mine is. I was very ecstatic straight after i reached home. How i wish the night will not end so early as i really want to spend longer time with him. I believe that he knows how i feel as i keep asking him out to watch movies. at times, i may think he is avoiding me as he just treat me as a friend. I just wish to tell him that i like him but i dun expect him to like me back. i just want him to be happy and that's about it. Seeing the guy being happy is more important to demand him to be with me. I feel i kind of mature now but will definitely be sad for a moment.
{*She Loves*}
Chicken Pasta from New York New York
Dim Sum (Ha Kua and Fu Pi Juan)
Sun tan with friends
my darling
my friends
Travelling around the world
{*She Hates*}
people who backstab me
people who blame me for nothing
People who thinks that they are always right
{*Sweeties*}
gwen;
wen xu;
keshia;
sing yen;
sing wei;
shawn ang;
jiaxin;
wei ye;
siao ying;
Jee Cheng;
Adelynn;
Kong Chian;
kai ying;
liang wei;
Shi Qi;
fabian;
Irene;
lay yuen;
yu yin;
Pei Ying;
Salleh;
Marie;
kaiting;
Benedict;
kristie;
desmond;
yi hui;
alex;
Brenda;
Janice;
Joanne;
Kim Guan aka Guan Guan;
Sharon;
Loh hu;
Si Yin