[---~*My Perfect Love*~---]

Thursday, July 29, 2004

{*OmG*}

It is like two more weeks to my holidays which is only a week but it is better than nothing at all. hehe. able to relax and sleep late haha. So far my studies is like pretty alrite as i am able to cope with it rite now. hehe. tell you guys the truth. i am NOT in JC but it DOESN'T mean that i dun noe the amount of stress that you guys (ppl in jc) are having. Do you guys realie think that poly is like so slacking? it is like the lecturers and tutors just throw you tons of informations to you and assume that you will noe everything that they are teaching abt. they assume that you are able to cope with the amt of informations that they give you. It is like so damn annoying. working this saturdae. Gwenie baby, i am so sorrie that i can not accompany you on this sat but i can celebrate your birthdae on the actual dae and give you a big surprise :P. hehe.

you have your friends and i have my friends so let's enjoy times with our friends.

i am like so confused as this guy called Nick tells mi that how much he likes mi just a few days ago. then i ask him wat is the real meaning abt love. he told mi that love is something so powerful between two ppl being together and even they are in war, they spend the days together in a peaceful way. the funny thing is that i kinda agreed with him on his meaning of love. the few moments that i feel that i am being loved is when my baby cousin run to mi, hug mi and kiss mi on the cheek, when my bro tell mi that everything is alrite during my grandparents' funeral , when edric kiss mi on my forehead and gwen tell mi that she loves mi as a friend. i am so happy that i have some people out there who will always reach out for mi no matter wat.
i think no one realie noe real meaning of love. as different ppl has different type of ways that they show their concern to their loved ones. i am happy what i have noe. i realie realie tresure every memories that i have for past 17 yrs as those memories have made a huge impact on mi. they have made the person who i am now. the real michelle in mi. i am grateful that they bring out the best of mi. i realie dun noe how i am going to tell nick that i dun like him. i just want to be friends with him as i realie tresure the friendship that we had for the past 2 yrs.

the years has passed so fast as i am like 17 yrs old now. i am like four years away from my adulthood. seriously i dun noe wat i am going to do abt my life when i reached that age. i realie dun want guys who dun realie noe mi and tell mi that i am pretty or beautiful. i just dun like it. i noe that i am not beautiful so pls dun sae i am when you dun mean it. you dun noe that you may hurt a person like this easily. i want to get married with a guy (DEFINITELY!). A guy who is always there for mi no matter where i am. a guy who able to hold my hand until the dae i die. A father who is responsible with his children's behaviour. A father who always be there for his children since they are born. that's the man who i realie want to get married with. i marry with a guy is not because he is handsome or rich. it's because that we share something in common. the common thing is that we have this pure love for each other. A love so pure that no one can take it away from us. Anyway, i think that this guy does not exist in this planet as he sounds too perfect to be true

*Kissed My Love* @ | 7:36 PM