having sleepless nites nowadays. i dun noe why. it is like before i sleep, i will have a fear of knowing what will happen on the next dae. i am realie afraid to face what will happen to my loved ones or my relationship. my mom always cry as my bro scolded my mom for not planning ahead of the wedding invitation. my family start to fall apart. wedding suppose to bring happiness to the family. however, for my case, my family are depressed becos of the wedding.if another bad thing is going to happen in my life, i think i am unable to take anymore. i think i just break down and cry. my bro told my mom to divorce with my father due to my father's bad gambling habit. if that happens one dae, i think i have no one to lean on. i will have no one to look up to. no one is able to give mi moral supports when i need it. seriously, i dun think love is onli all abt a feeling. it is realie abt commitment and determination. Feeling is just a thing that you may have it now but may not have it in the future.for mi, i dun care abt forever together. i am just happy that i am able to be by your side even thought it is just a short period of time like a month. i am just glad that you are by my side once. i onli able to hope that you may find happiness and able to be my your side forever. that is enuff for mi. i think i am just a gal who is living in the past while ppl are living in the future and working ahead. i just like to think the life that i have in the past. how carefree and warmth i was. i was able to be cheerful without worrying much of life and studies. that was just such an innocent life i had but i can't have it again. i just a lonely person standing in a desert, not knowing wat to do abt my life. i realie feel like just run away. everynite i had to cry before i sleep as life has given mi more pain than happiness. nothing in my life satisifymy desires in life except having edric by my side.
{*She Loves*}
Chicken Pasta from New York New York
Dim Sum (Ha Kua and Fu Pi Juan)
Sun tan with friends
my darling
my friends
Travelling around the world
{*She Hates*}
people who backstab me
people who blame me for nothing
People who thinks that they are always right
{*Sweeties*}
gwen;
wen xu;
keshia;
sing yen;
sing wei;
shawn ang;
jiaxin;
wei ye;
siao ying;
Jee Cheng;
Adelynn;
Kong Chian;
kai ying;
liang wei;
Shi Qi;
fabian;
Irene;
lay yuen;
yu yin;
Pei Ying;
Salleh;
Marie;
kaiting;
Benedict;
kristie;
desmond;
yi hui;
alex;
Brenda;
Janice;
Joanne;
Kim Guan aka Guan Guan;
Sharon;
Loh hu;
Si Yin