[---~*My Perfect Love*~---]

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

{*once again*}

once again. blogging abt my life since i have nothing to do. what is life? life is all abt experiences that help one grow to a better person or make ppl suffer from hatre and pain? life is everything and it is not an easy path to go for everyone as life is not always smooth as some thought. i think everyone has experience of one sided love except teck chong as he has so many gals liking him and the gals he like will like him for his killer smile and edric whose eyes are so charming that able to charm many gals heart. for my case, i have a lot of one sided love. for example, i have like argo for 8 months before realising that it is not worth it after all. i remember the first time i like the guy who also like mi back, that guy is edric. i remember that he used to look at mi during the recess in sec school as i am able to feel that someone was looking at mi. the first time i walk with him on the way to the bus stop. even though we haven't held hand then, i feel that it was realie sweet of him. those moments were the best moment of my life. as we grow, we have more committments in our lives so we are not able to see each other often. our personalities will change as we get older so we are unable to be like in the past. however, i am willing to accept it but i dun noe whether he is willingly to accept mi for the new person i am now........... . i am going to be 18 in abt 4 months time. to you, it may seems very long but in my world, the time passing in a very fast rate. i feel that life seems too short for mi to do anything that make my life wonderful. going to prepare my dinner and making tempura myself. trying to pamper myself once by eating deep fried stuff. haha.

*Kissed My Love* @ | 3:25 PM