[---~*My Perfect Love*~---]

Monday, June 13, 2005

{*waiting for aem in school*}

fourth week of the whole semester!!!! it is like a month has passed like this. a lot of things have happened in my life in such a short period of time. i still do not know what is taught for this semester. going to struggle all my way thru this semester. what i should do in my life?? there are a lot of things yet to be done in my life. lately, i seems to be emotional lately. i dun noe why. the person who i do not like at all keep telling me a lot of sweet stuffs that will never touched my heart. you can say i have a heart of stone. it is just that i do not have the feelings for him. no matter how i reject him, he still likes me. he waited for me like for 3 yrs. wat can i do?? you guys dun expect me to be with him just becos of him waiting for me for such a long period of time. waiting for an answer that i will not give him for 3 yrs. love is like something that you can not have a control of. if you have feelings for that person, it means that you will realie like that ger. i have learnt something from a relationship is love can not be forced. Once it is time to let go, you have to let go no matter wat. once you let it go, there is no turning back of time. what has done in the past is done, you only have control in your future. patient is a virtue becos many beautiful things come slowly in life. if you realie like that person, you have to tell him/her that you realie like her/him before any regret has come into your life. no matter how perfect you want your life to do, you will still feel regret when you look back to your life. from wat my friends told me, with those regrets, you will be able to find your ultimate happiness in the end and appreciate each moment of it. when you are chasing a dream, you have to believe that you are able to achieve as no one wants to chase an empty dream which is a lie. don't give any empty promises to anyone as you will not know when you will hurt someone after you gave them your words. for me, i want guys like me for my personality. i just dislike guys sae that they like me as they think i am a good ger and will be a good gf. these type of things are like so unpredictable in life. you will not noe unless you have dated that person. so far, i am having fun in school with my friends. haha. if i like someone, i will give him 100 % of me and my feelings as i want him to see the real me no matter wat. love is a fragile thing sometimes as you will be deeply in love at first and dislike the person when the feelings are gone.

*Kissed My Love* @ | 4:04 PM