[---~*My Perfect Love*~---]

Saturday, July 02, 2005

{*disappointment*}

i watched initial D last nite. it was like great but jay zhou acting skill is quite bad as the sad scene that he suppose to cry looked funny. i was like laughing when he cried. oops. edison is like so cute and cool. every scene of him is like so cool that makes me feel like i want to see him in person. haha. only pei fang can see him in person ba as she is his "wife". haha. i got my ans from you last nite. An ans that i dun really expected. the things you do contradicts wat you told me last nite. i realie likes you a lot even the blind can tell it so. i know that we are not suitable for each other. remember wat i told you before? i will like you until you have a new gf. after knowing the answers to my many doubts, i know that you believe in fate. i am upset abt it though. i will be strong again quickly as i did for the break up of my first relationship. i am able to move on after 2 months before i started liking you. i like you after the break up with my ex. the feelings for you accumulating in my heart every single day that i see you in school. hoping that there is still hope for us. if you are still not really sure with your answer, why dun you think abt it for a longer time. or else, i really respect your decision but i will not give up on you and the hope that i hold so tight on. you dun have to say sorry as it really not your fault just may be our time is still not yet to come. may be we will be together in the future. i will smile and laugh in school. many ppl do not noe who i am smiling for. the fact is i am smiling for you. i will become your gd friend while hoping that there is still hope between us. i am a person who believe in hope, fate, life and in us lor. the moment that i like you, the thought of you being my ex's substitute never cross my mind. it is just simply that i like you as who you are. i did not think abt liking you as a substitute.

*Kissed My Love* @ | 9:51 AM