[---~*My Perfect Love*~---]

Monday, August 15, 2005

{*this is monday*}

have been doing programming for the last 2 months. so totally sick of it. now, i am going to finish it asap. after my semester ends, i am able to delete pp2 website as i no longer have to touch programming. haha. free from chor pee's evil claws finally. haha. feelings are just temporarily satisfaction for people. i just too used to the life that i had for the past 4 yrs. a life that i am so used to everything we had done. those sweet memories are able to keep me smiling everytime i told someone about it. may be those are the memories that i am always chasing for. if you are my prince, you will come to me no matter how long the time that i have to wait for you as eventually you will be mine as time comes by. i have to wait silently in a pit of darkness that no one is able to find me. only you are able to pull me out from darkness and let me know that my life is able to be filled with colours that i have not seen before. i am still waiting for him. it is never too late to realise something that it is so important to you. as long you are able to realise what means so important than never realise it at all. i am still looking for someone who is able to share the slice of tiramisu with me until we grow old, able to look at me and tell me that i am always pretty when i am in my mid sixties, telling me that i am the most wonderful person happen in his life. may be this type of person onli exists in my fantasy. no use of keep thinking of the past when i can no longer going back to them. saying it is a lot easier than doing it.

*Kissed My Love* @ | 2:37 PM