i feel the death will bring sadness and regrets when you know that someone who you hold so closely next to your heart is a step closer to death. i have lost my beloved grandma who was a person who knew that she was about to pass away. until now, i still remember each word that she last spoken to me. everytime i look at her pic, tears will simply just rolled down my cheeks. why would god want to take such a wonderful lady away from ppl who loves her deeply? as time passed by, i know the reason by god is doing it. a reason that i can truly explained by words. she is always my guardian angel and i still love her a lot in my heart. whenever i did well for my paper, i will pray to her and tell her everything. her death is simply peaceful. i still remember when she about to die, she has a smile on her face so peacefully. i know that i should not cried at her death bed but i just could not tell it. anyway, i just hope that lala is able to take care of herself. i will always be there for her no matter what. i dun want anything to happen to her and her family as she is like a sister to me. i dun want to see her cry. i really dun want. i dun want every single of my friends to cry. sometimes i rather be the one who is sad instead of them as i noe that they dun deserve it.
{*She Loves*}
Chicken Pasta from New York New York
Dim Sum (Ha Kua and Fu Pi Juan)
Sun tan with friends
my darling
my friends
Travelling around the world
{*She Hates*}
people who backstab me
people who blame me for nothing
People who thinks that they are always right
{*Sweeties*}
gwen;
wen xu;
keshia;
sing yen;
sing wei;
shawn ang;
jiaxin;
wei ye;
siao ying;
Jee Cheng;
Adelynn;
Kong Chian;
kai ying;
liang wei;
Shi Qi;
fabian;
Irene;
lay yuen;
yu yin;
Pei Ying;
Salleh;
Marie;
kaiting;
Benedict;
kristie;
desmond;
yi hui;
alex;
Brenda;
Janice;
Joanne;
Kim Guan aka Guan Guan;
Sharon;
Loh hu;
Si Yin