today started off quite bad. i did not not break up with someone is so difficult. i am crying after i met up with him at holland V. why am i crying if i don't love him at all? why my heart sank at the moment i saw him? may be i do love him in my heart just that i did not know as my love for edric is pretty much filled my heart. feel regretted of initalising the break up with him. how i wish that i could hug him but i know that i am not ready for a relationship. like wat he say, wat is done has already taken place. moving forward to see my future. the phase of moving forward dun seems to be in my heart. i am unable to. i did not know loving someone who will not be mine is so difficult. i doubt that i will be happy for tmr. my heart seems to be breaking. surprisingly, it does hurt pretty much that makes me cry. thinking of being alone for the valentine day even though ppl will ask me out on that day. not in the mood for any festivals. why should ppl hate the world even themselves? is it mainly becos that they regretted of the things that they have done?
i don't want to regret anything in my studies as i want to be a successive career woman which not many guys will like their gers to be superior than them. i know it thanks to my ex. life is not always going smoothly. i just hope that things will turn out well for those who i know that they hate the world for regrets.
{*She Loves*}
Chicken Pasta from New York New York
Dim Sum (Ha Kua and Fu Pi Juan)
Sun tan with friends
my darling
my friends
Travelling around the world
{*She Hates*}
people who backstab me
people who blame me for nothing
People who thinks that they are always right
{*Sweeties*}
gwen;
wen xu;
keshia;
sing yen;
sing wei;
shawn ang;
jiaxin;
wei ye;
siao ying;
Jee Cheng;
Adelynn;
Kong Chian;
kai ying;
liang wei;
Shi Qi;
fabian;
Irene;
lay yuen;
yu yin;
Pei Ying;
Salleh;
Marie;
kaiting;
Benedict;
kristie;
desmond;
yi hui;
alex;
Brenda;
Janice;
Joanne;
Kim Guan aka Guan Guan;
Sharon;
Loh hu;
Si Yin