[---~*My Perfect Love*~---]

Friday, January 27, 2006

{*life is like shitty*}

a festive event coming but i still unable to feel the happiness for the occasion. things still did not turn out well with my parents. they are like in "cold" war. children are always the people who get hurt badly if anything bad happens to their marriage. seeing him makes me feel that how a person change due to some unknown reasons. a guy ,who used to tok so much in class and laugh at the lamest joke at times, changes to a quiet and did not like to talk much about anything and moody at times. her too. she is quiet and tired easily as i am able to see that she is lacking of sleep in class. why do people always have to be strong in front of strangers or friends? just because they do not want them to worry or tok to them about wat happened recently? how i wish i am able to get rid of their burden and worries. him really reminds of my ex a bit as he too always think that he never get things done right. i believe no one is able to do so as imperfection is always been our partner since the day we are born. i cried today after i reached home. it is because of the things around me and i thought of my ex for a while. things changed so much less than a year. i am unable to take the change (can't seem to take it anymore). when i heard kim sae may be die will feel a lot better, i was so hurt as i can't believe that him really feels that dying is a release from the pain. i feel that he is running away from his problem. i just hope that he is able to face it strongly even though it hurts so much. i hope that he knows that we are always there for him. life is all about puzzles. when you are unable to solve it, better take your time and help from your loved ones to finish the puzzles. i just hope that god will put them under his wings to shower his love to them.

*Kissed My Love* @ | 11:26 PM