thinking of the moments that i once spent with you
each bit of it reminds me of the way you smile
the way you put your lips next to mine
the way you hold me like no one did
things tat you did to try to grab my attention
unable to forget each moment
saw you with her lately
you have tat big smile on your face
a smile tat you will never had with me
each time i saw you with her
each time my heart breaks
why am i doing this to torment myself?
why can't my heart listen to me?
we have ended for so long
i am happy tat you have her by your side
however, i still miss the little boy in you
the guy who treated me so well
i am so sorry tat i took you for granted
when i cried, can you still be there for me?
when i need someone, can you just be there as a friend?
i will always hold you close to my heart
i still cry for you
do you know about it?
do you know tat i am really suffering?
you make me lost the feeling of trust
trust tat is the most important element in relationship
i am unable to have tat smile anymore
you took it and everything else since the day you left me
the day you left me to suffer
i thought of forever when i know it will be temporarily
i thought of everlasting love when i know it is puppy love
everytime i cried,
the feeling of longing for you become greater
i'm so sorry,
i can't forget about you while i know you forgotten of me long ago
i really want you and only you
will you come back to my shivering arms
arms tat can't bear to let go of you.
i just hope for something so impossible
i hope it will be possible in the future