[---~*My Perfect Love*~---]

Sunday, February 19, 2006

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after looking through the pics that i once took with edric,i felt that i wasso much happier then. had lots of fun with him. may be as wat many ppl say" once you lost that special someone, you will tend to feel like treasure theperson". however, once the person is lost, he/she will lost forever in yourlife. they seems like erased away from your life. is life really not going to bring someone who is very special to me? may be i have too high expectationson guys? should i go with a guy who is in love with me for like 6 years? maybe he is really that guy who i has always been waiting for. why am i going after an ideal guy while i have an average guy who likes me? may be i shouldgive up my ideal bf and be with an normal guy who is able to give me a life that i always hope for? stop thinking of guys. may be i should start concentrating on my work and tinking where should i go for my attachment? i finished watching my lovely samsoon. i pretty much dun like the ending. as samsoon did not get married with sanshi aka zhenxian as the zhenxian's mother still object their marriage so samsoon still thinks that they will break up sooner or later. but the ending is pretty sweet as they kissed on the staircases with a rearing between them. awwwww. but still full house still the best. haha. dun feel like studying but i must. haiz. taking a break after tmr's BSPA test. haha 25%. quite high weightage. i am thinking of forever when i am getting the past that i still holding so close to me. i think i am not really prepared to let got of edric when i should. may be it is time for me to think about my future when i am not letting him go.

*Kissed My Love* @ | 7:09 PM