[---~*My Perfect Love*~---]

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

{*first love*}

many people say first love is the most unforgettable in most of people's lives especially to gers. may be women are emotional people. for my case, i am still unable to forget my first love but i try to move on with my life with those memories that i once had with him regardless of good and bad ones. people may think i am stupid to like someone who is no longer exist in this world. may be i want to be stupid to have feelings for that person. sometimes, when i saw them, i just supress my feelings for him in my heart. however, once someone mention abt him, i simply break down and cry. it is best not to ask that person who you like to forget abt his/her first love. you just have to live with it. try your best to gain your place in his/ her heart. may be wonders/miracles really works.

i just a news that i got 95 for BSPA final paper. the highest in place but still lose to wei jie's 100 marks for the common test. haha. i really don't care much. may be i can get top for BSPA. haha. in my dreams. sometimes, i think too much. haha. i am so sick of studying. it is like all memorising work and stuffs. haiz. 4 more papers seems like such a long time to finish them. i want to play and enjoy myself. but as what many people sae, no pain no gain. haha. i am gettting lame here. going to start studying DTLE soon. i hope that i can get like B for the final thing. just a B will do. haha.

thinking of whether i should go to langkawi with the BME ppl??? it is like 200 plus for 3 days 2 nites. they have snorkelling in the programme list. i do not know how to swim but it is like once in a lifetime experience. i am in such a dilemma. oh ya, todae is my brother's birthday. haha. i am awake and he is aslp. haha. he is hitting the big 30 which is usually the men's prime age. it really reminds me that i am getting 19 soon. like more than 2 weeks time. die la. i am an old person.

*Kissed My Love* @ | 11:12 AM