i think i have passed my lab test. at least i am able to get a higher gpa. i feel that i have been neglected by friends at times. may be i am not a nice ger to be friend with hmmm. it is alrite. at least i am trying my best to do well in my studies. main priority above all. friendship and relationship between gers and guys may not last. at least i know that i still have family with me. trying to make myself busy. or making new friends from the uni. may be i can be a loner. me, myself and i in my own world. a year without friends is pretty alrite i suppose. be alone for that period it is alrite. try to isolate in a world. have my own time with myself. may be i cried becos i felt lonely as no friend is there for me and parents are too busy for me. i still can not believe that i attempted to commit suicide since at a tender age of 10. you guys must be thinking that a ger at such a young age will think about death and suicide? may be she is sick of her life? being hit by belts, hangers and rulers by parents since young. a hidden shadow in me. no really bother about it anymore. the most important is that you have yourself.
{*She Loves*}
Chicken Pasta from New York New York
Dim Sum (Ha Kua and Fu Pi Juan)
Sun tan with friends
my darling
my friends
Travelling around the world
{*She Hates*}
people who backstab me
people who blame me for nothing
People who thinks that they are always right
{*Sweeties*}
gwen;
wen xu;
keshia;
sing yen;
sing wei;
shawn ang;
jiaxin;
wei ye;
siao ying;
Jee Cheng;
Adelynn;
Kong Chian;
kai ying;
liang wei;
Shi Qi;
fabian;
Irene;
lay yuen;
yu yin;
Pei Ying;
Salleh;
Marie;
kaiting;
Benedict;
kristie;
desmond;
yi hui;
alex;
Brenda;
Janice;
Joanne;
Kim Guan aka Guan Guan;
Sharon;
Loh hu;
Si Yin