i get so tired easily lately. However, i suddenly remember the first gift that i bought for my first love which says cold, tired and miserable at the front and pain is temporary but pride is forever. that shirt gave me a lot of memories. it was one of his fave shirts at that time. i still keep the stuffs that he got for me. is he doing the same or threw everything away as he has a new ger by his side?? no matter what i will keep his stuffs in boxes for the memories. miss the pure and simple love that i once had. may be i haven't let go entirely everything about him. a small part of him still belongs to him no matter how long i live. it is easy to like someone but it is not easy to forget someone who you once love so much. i am not sure how long i am going to take but i know i will slowly move out of the shadows of my past. i remember those poems that i wrote for him and a lot of break up letters that i had and did not dare to gave them to him at tat time. i know he has forgotten the 4 yrs of relationship but i still can't forget abt it as it is like the 4 best years of life being with someone who i can share almost everything with. i just hope that i am able to do that with my next guy. anyway, need to slp or else tmr no strength to hear my supervisors' speeches. haha.
{*She Loves*}
Chicken Pasta from New York New York
Dim Sum (Ha Kua and Fu Pi Juan)
Sun tan with friends
my darling
my friends
Travelling around the world
{*She Hates*}
people who backstab me
people who blame me for nothing
People who thinks that they are always right
{*Sweeties*}
gwen;
wen xu;
keshia;
sing yen;
sing wei;
shawn ang;
jiaxin;
wei ye;
siao ying;
Jee Cheng;
Adelynn;
Kong Chian;
kai ying;
liang wei;
Shi Qi;
fabian;
Irene;
lay yuen;
yu yin;
Pei Ying;
Salleh;
Marie;
kaiting;
Benedict;
kristie;
desmond;
yi hui;
alex;
Brenda;
Janice;
Joanne;
Kim Guan aka Guan Guan;
Sharon;
Loh hu;
Si Yin