my birthday has no meaning anymore. i no longer have the will and find the meaning of celebrating. my parents will be doing majong or horse racing and bro will be busy with his stuffs. everyone seems to be so busy. sec sch friends seems like slamming their doors on my face. my cousin is celebrating her birthdae on my actual birthday and i can not celebrate with her as my aunt seems to don't give a damn abt my birthday. no one seems to care abt the day of my birth which is so significant to me. crying so much lately. i think i just sleep the whole day. i amem so weak. emotional ride is back again. cry cry cry. that's wat i have been for the past two daes of my holidae. i am so weak. may be that's why i look weak. i am not independent and strong. i dun know why i have that impression from people. i am just a ger sitting near a corner shouting for help. however, no one is able to hear that cry. that cry will be the last cry from Me as i will disappear or vanish from people's lives. i always seems like i do not have any importance in people's lives. they just walk in and out of my life like nothing happens. i am sick of this way of living. my family ask me to go genting but i think i will say no as i want to do my attachment and i want to be alone from everyone. i am always alone. i have myself to help me out. i have myself to stand by me. i have myself to comfort for. no matter wat, i always have myself.
{*She Loves*}
Chicken Pasta from New York New York
Dim Sum (Ha Kua and Fu Pi Juan)
Sun tan with friends
my darling
my friends
Travelling around the world
{*She Hates*}
people who backstab me
people who blame me for nothing
People who thinks that they are always right
{*Sweeties*}
gwen;
wen xu;
keshia;
sing yen;
sing wei;
shawn ang;
jiaxin;
wei ye;
siao ying;
Jee Cheng;
Adelynn;
Kong Chian;
kai ying;
liang wei;
Shi Qi;
fabian;
Irene;
lay yuen;
yu yin;
Pei Ying;
Salleh;
Marie;
kaiting;
Benedict;
kristie;
desmond;
yi hui;
alex;
Brenda;
Janice;
Joanne;
Kim Guan aka Guan Guan;
Sharon;
Loh hu;
Si Yin