I got to see him with her in school around at night. what he said should i believe? what is in the past will always remain as past or should i get what i believe in? i believe that i have no chance as i am not like her who is smart and proactive. May be i am not the one for him. I wonder why i keep looking back to those that i am unable to have. i really do like him. Am i giving a second chance to make miracles happen? i want to treasure him and the memories he created. I always want the simplest thing to be the sweetest one. Am i being silly or possessive? I keep going ahead while my mind is still in the past. I guess he will never understand how i feel now. may be it is karma. what you did to him is return back to you the same way. may be we are not just fated to be together afterall. If a person who is meant for you, no matter how long you wait for him, he will still be back to you. I hope that sentence is forever true. i pray hard, i pray for good. hoping what i hope for will come true. i simply wanted to cry when i saw both of them together. God, what do you want me to do after seeing them? you want me to move on with my life is it or stay in the present to hope that he will look back??
{*She Loves*}
Chicken Pasta from New York New York
Dim Sum (Ha Kua and Fu Pi Juan)
Sun tan with friends
my darling
my friends
Travelling around the world
{*She Hates*}
people who backstab me
people who blame me for nothing
People who thinks that they are always right
{*Sweeties*}
gwen;
wen xu;
keshia;
sing yen;
sing wei;
shawn ang;
jiaxin;
wei ye;
siao ying;
Jee Cheng;
Adelynn;
Kong Chian;
kai ying;
liang wei;
Shi Qi;
fabian;
Irene;
lay yuen;
yu yin;
Pei Ying;
Salleh;
Marie;
kaiting;
Benedict;
kristie;
desmond;
yi hui;
alex;
Brenda;
Janice;
Joanne;
Kim Guan aka Guan Guan;
Sharon;
Loh hu;
Si Yin