my long awaiting weekends are here. I really enjoyed myself last night as having fun with my friends in the welcoming party. Through the party, i finally found out there are not much left handed among bmeians. So am i consider a special one? How funny is that Fu hai and i know the stupid rumour yet his colleague still making fun of him every friday.
Lastly, i was witnessing how far a guy can do to find a ger who he truly love yet he can not do anything to change her mind. It was pretty scary. However, it reminded me that was i like that when i was with edric? did my possessive actions make him feel scared of me? Those are the questions that will always remained unanswered and untouched by anyone. I am no longer being shaken by anything about them since i am willing to give them my blessings.
Giving myself some time until end of this month. Time to surpress my feelings for him and letting myself go on with my friends who will always there for me. I have thought of going to germany with stella in order for me to get away from singapore to forget about my past and present. Silly of me to think that way. The reason that i did not go with her is my family. i am an overprotected or you can say pampered girl. Everything in the past seems overpowering in my life that sometimes may affect my performance in studies and work even become "soft" and fragile more than usual. I may sound miserable but at least that i am the only one feeling it while seeing others happy. I will still have that smile on my face no matter what as i do not like to let anyone to see the sad side of me.
may be what my bro say is rite. i am just too weak in emotional control and usually get defeated by it.
{*She Loves*}
Chicken Pasta from New York New York
Dim Sum (Ha Kua and Fu Pi Juan)
Sun tan with friends
my darling
my friends
Travelling around the world
{*She Hates*}
people who backstab me
people who blame me for nothing
People who thinks that they are always right
{*Sweeties*}
gwen;
wen xu;
keshia;
sing yen;
sing wei;
shawn ang;
jiaxin;
wei ye;
siao ying;
Jee Cheng;
Adelynn;
Kong Chian;
kai ying;
liang wei;
Shi Qi;
fabian;
Irene;
lay yuen;
yu yin;
Pei Ying;
Salleh;
Marie;
kaiting;
Benedict;
kristie;
desmond;
yi hui;
alex;
Brenda;
Janice;
Joanne;
Kim Guan aka Guan Guan;
Sharon;
Loh hu;
Si Yin