So fast that i am at alexandra hospital for 3 months. i am going to miss the days working there. will my life no longer be the same after this attachment? I always fell asleep on my couch as soon as i sat on it. Nowadays, i started to finish my daily report at my workplace so do not really have to worry about any assignment to do.
Nick who like me for 5 yrs is about to go to aussie to further his gaming career. he asked Me out for a friend out gathering. should i go?
I start to realise that i start to like guys who i feel comfortable and have a lot of laughters with, respect me and give me the freedom that i want. I used to like guys solely on how they look. i felt stupid as i know looks will fades off one day.
i got approached by a modelling agency located at taka tower A. i doubt what the guy says as i do not have the model qualities. my weight is like a lot heavier than theirs and i am not pretty at all. i just think they want to con my money. haha.
i had a weird dream last night. dreamt of a lot of people including shan and bing hong. haha. i am a weird person with a weird dream.
It is the first time saying that i have puffy eyes yet i am still quite pretty. is it true from your heart or you saying it to comfort me? i have so much laughter with him. when i am quiet, he will like tried to make me laugh like doing silly stuffs. he is childish at times but i really dun mind. it just become so not me. he was like don't don't tok to Me which means tok to me. do i really start to like older guys instead of guys around my age?
Having attachment really indeed change my prospects of life. totally changed everything that i used to see the world. i am not sure whether i have changed for the good or bad. i know that i pretty like the new Me. living life to the fullest with laughter and happiness that i can't find easily. i will treasure it more than anything else.
i just found out that you will gain muscles while working in alexandra hospital. i have 2 xiao lao shu around my arm. haha. quite scary as it used to be flabby. haha. even though there are some conflicts at my workplace that i did not mention in my report as i am not suppose to do. people leave the place becos of these conflicts yet the person did not know about it.
i think i shall write until here for now since i am like so tired. haha. should i wait for him to confess to me or ask him whether he has feelings for me ? i think may be should let everything fits in real right.
i am happy that people beside has found their happiness. Wei zhong still calls me. i am not sure what he wants from me. i know he just want to be friends but i can only sms him as i dun really tok to guy friends on the phone unless they are like very close to me. i just feel that he wants more than i can give to him.
{*She Loves*}
Chicken Pasta from New York New York
Dim Sum (Ha Kua and Fu Pi Juan)
Sun tan with friends
my darling
my friends
Travelling around the world
{*She Hates*}
people who backstab me
people who blame me for nothing
People who thinks that they are always right
{*Sweeties*}
gwen;
wen xu;
keshia;
sing yen;
sing wei;
shawn ang;
jiaxin;
wei ye;
siao ying;
Jee Cheng;
Adelynn;
Kong Chian;
kai ying;
liang wei;
Shi Qi;
fabian;
Irene;
lay yuen;
yu yin;
Pei Ying;
Salleh;
Marie;
kaiting;
Benedict;
kristie;
desmond;
yi hui;
alex;
Brenda;
Janice;
Joanne;
Kim Guan aka Guan Guan;
Sharon;
Loh hu;
Si Yin