Just received a news from Mr Tim Foo that the final review is postponed on 8 Jan. However, i felt that there are pros and cons as lecturers may have a much higher expectations for you since you having a longer time than expected deadline. I start to question myself about my own personality and character. Did i change a lot since secondary school?? i begin to feel that i am no longer that demure and innocent girl who trust simply everyone. What create this huge change in me?? Losing faith in myself and things i am doing. Simply just tired for anything in my life now at the moment.
I'm really a vulnerable girl simply break down easily at a corner without questioning myself for this behaviour. I just want to escape from it but i know i can't as i have to carry on moving forward. Growing up simply not easy. It is so contradicting that how much you want to grow up when you were a kid and vice versa. Life is simply not a bed of roses. It will destroy you during the time it wants something in return.
I always behave like i am jovial little girl who is so optimistic. Has it been a strong front of myself to protect from any harm or sorrow i will get in the future??? Decided going to the yunnan trip with suaidah and an le. i am not sure whether there are other bme ppl. going to write a diary on my days there to keep note every details and happiness that i have during the trip.
{*She Loves*}
Chicken Pasta from New York New York
Dim Sum (Ha Kua and Fu Pi Juan)
Sun tan with friends
my darling
my friends
Travelling around the world
{*She Hates*}
people who backstab me
people who blame me for nothing
People who thinks that they are always right
{*Sweeties*}
gwen;
wen xu;
keshia;
sing yen;
sing wei;
shawn ang;
jiaxin;
wei ye;
siao ying;
Jee Cheng;
Adelynn;
Kong Chian;
kai ying;
liang wei;
Shi Qi;
fabian;
Irene;
lay yuen;
yu yin;
Pei Ying;
Salleh;
Marie;
kaiting;
Benedict;
kristie;
desmond;
yi hui;
alex;
Brenda;
Janice;
Joanne;
Kim Guan aka Guan Guan;
Sharon;
Loh hu;
Si Yin