i am crying yet again even at home. memories of her is far too much for me to handle. why am i missing her so much? i really want to hug her again and tell her i miss her a lot. why must she be taken away from me. so much questions i really want to ask her. i miss that smile on her face. i miss so many things about her. i know she is around me as i could feel her presence at time. i really miss to see her once more even in my dreams. i am scarred by my past badly but it could be healed the moment i saw her. I was hoping that she could be there for my happiness. unfortunately, i know she could not anymore. Crying over it will not make her wake up from a deep sleep. I always try to hide my real feelings by smiling and assume things will be fine after i smile. I only could let my mask down when i am all by myself. I do not want to show people the vulnerable side of me. If i could turn back the time, i will tell her to take good care of herself and want her to come for my graduation.
{*She Loves*}
Chicken Pasta from New York New York
Dim Sum (Ha Kua and Fu Pi Juan)
Sun tan with friends
my darling
my friends
Travelling around the world
{*She Hates*}
people who backstab me
people who blame me for nothing
People who thinks that they are always right
{*Sweeties*}
gwen;
wen xu;
keshia;
sing yen;
sing wei;
shawn ang;
jiaxin;
wei ye;
siao ying;
Jee Cheng;
Adelynn;
Kong Chian;
kai ying;
liang wei;
Shi Qi;
fabian;
Irene;
lay yuen;
yu yin;
Pei Ying;
Salleh;
Marie;
kaiting;
Benedict;
kristie;
desmond;
yi hui;
alex;
Brenda;
Janice;
Joanne;
Kim Guan aka Guan Guan;
Sharon;
Loh hu;
Si Yin