Went to perform some good deed such as flag day. Sometimes, you can see the real nature of human includes the ugly side of mankind. People are able to treat you like you do not exist at all. existence is what everyone is trying to proof that they have made an impact on someone? I have decided of travelling alone next year. a place where i could roam around the streets and looking at the sky that actually filled of stars. No matter where i am, the experience i gain will be forgotten. Slowly, ppl will tend to forget who i am. forget everything about my existence. how wonderful to have a life that you do not have to care what people around you think of you especially the one who you like. As knowing the real truth hurts a lot at times.
May be edric is right. my world simply revolves around him only. that's the past. future of blurriness is overshadowed by my past that i am not willing to share with anyone. when i need someone, am i able to find that someone who i can open up to? why i am crying every month for the same reason? a voice saying don't worry, i will be there for you no matter what or i will carry your tears away from you? a simple word from HIM managed to calm me down. a look of his face cheer me up. miss those moments. those moments worth more than gold. crying at a dark corner hiding the real me from everyone.
{*She Loves*}
Chicken Pasta from New York New York
Dim Sum (Ha Kua and Fu Pi Juan)
Sun tan with friends
my darling
my friends
Travelling around the world
{*She Hates*}
people who backstab me
people who blame me for nothing
People who thinks that they are always right
{*Sweeties*}
gwen;
wen xu;
keshia;
sing yen;
sing wei;
shawn ang;
jiaxin;
wei ye;
siao ying;
Jee Cheng;
Adelynn;
Kong Chian;
kai ying;
liang wei;
Shi Qi;
fabian;
Irene;
lay yuen;
yu yin;
Pei Ying;
Salleh;
Marie;
kaiting;
Benedict;
kristie;
desmond;
yi hui;
alex;
Brenda;
Janice;
Joanne;
Kim Guan aka Guan Guan;
Sharon;
Loh hu;
Si Yin