[---~*My Perfect Love*~---]

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

{*TiRed TiRed*}

Hi to all whoever read my blog. I finally start to update my blog after quite some time. I shall update you guys about the things that happened in my life lately. I just received a letter from NTU which stated that i am posted to BIE (bioengineering) which is my 4th choice. Shocking that EEE and Material Engineering do not have a place for me. May be i did not do well enough to enter into these course. Sad to say that my NTU business interview did not do well. Before the admission interviews, i did not really like interviews. It had always been a fear to me since my first interivew in Haagen Daz. Anyway, may be it is a blessing in disguise i suppose?? Still waiting for NUS and SMU's reply. Most of my friends receive the NUS reply but why my letter is not here regardless of acceptance or rejection.

SMU interview was the most enjoyable as i was in the most relaxed state as I did have a chat with a Hwa Chong JC student. She is being offered by Oxford to do geography. Smart girl i must say. We chatted about what we took in poly or jc. The way she speak and her tone gave me the impression that she is a girl who is full with confidence. Admire such a girl. The interviewers are a guy in his mid-forties and a lady with a sweet smile. The questions being asked were like the occupation of my family and my CCAs. Just let everything be decided by god. If i am destined to do bioengineer, i just take that course with no regrets.

Sometime, you will fail no matter how much effort and time you have put in whatever you do or want to get. That's what NUS interviewer told me. May be there is a reason why you fail yet you dun know about it.

After opening the letter from NTU, i am so happy that i am able to study into an university. Studying in an University is also been a dream as most of my aunts tend to look down on me after being compared to my older cousins. I just dun see a point in comparing children regard to study and admission to top schools. I just sympathize the children as they studying so hard just to let their parents to notice their existence and be proud of. I am so grateful that my parents aren't like that. They are always happy that i can make it from pri sch to university.

I still remember this pri sch teacher of mine, Mrs Tan. She was the one who really look down of me to the max. The things that she told my mom about my future almost made her cried at that moment. Mrs tan told her that my score for english is so bad that i can't even make it to secondary school. The best part is that i had 50 to 60 for english at that time. May be my english result is not up to top pri sch standard i suppose. Anyway, that's the past. I am so happy of what i have achieved so far in life. My parents are so proud of me even my brother. This is his first time of really agreed that i have tried my best to get a place in uni. During pri to sec sch, he was think that i did put in a lot of effort in the examinations such as PSLE and O'level. He would end up scolding me. But this time around, he gave me a so called prize and let me have my own way of studying without much interference.

it is 6.26pm now. yay. End work for the day. going to start packing up my bag to have dinner with him. i shall blog next time ya.

*Kissed My Love* @ | 6:01 PM